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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 16, 2011 23:00:46 GMT -5
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[/size] Another cheap shot in the back of the head[/font][/size] ---------------------------------[/size]  ---------------------------------[/size] yet another trend that I regret[/size][/font] tonightsgettinglateandIthehaventsleptfordays[/i] ---------------------------------[/size] Today was going to be a long one for Amortentia. Last night she'd barely slept a wink, and now she sat in the Slytherin common room, chilled by the lake above with an hour left before breakfast, and so far, nothing to do and nobody to talk to. She sat, waiting for her 'family' within the serpentine house to emerge from thier slumber. hopefully somebody here would be able to entertain her for a little while. As it was she simply felt bored. For all the magic of the castle, sitting alone early in the morning with nothing to do was still just as boring as it was anywhere else in the world. Amortentia sighed. Perhaps she could fill this time by writing home? No. There was nothing to write about yet. She really didn't have anything to do, even as her beautiful albino cat lept to the arm of her chair and began to rub against her, purring, Amortentia still felt lonely. As her hand caressed the alibaster white fur of the cat she closed her eyes, expelling another small sigh. Why could she not have just had a peaceful night's sleep. Why did she have to be so terrified of things why were nightmares clutching at her? ---------------------------------[/size] [/center] |
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Post by sabrina on Jan 16, 2011 23:43:30 GMT -5
it was morning and she felt her cat Serafina rub her body along Sabrina's back "knock it off Serafina" she muttered, it was 6 in the morning she got up, got dressed.
Sabrina walked into the common room with her bag,after she sat down she pulled out two pill bottles, she opened them and popped a pill from each bottle into her mouth. She saw the girl "uh hi.."she usually wasnt noticed by anyone because she was a, too quiet or b, in the hospital having a seizure. she smiledhoping the girl wouldnt qustion her about the pill bottles "I am Sabrina Corner" she interdouced herself.
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 16, 2011 23:53:13 GMT -5
Amor smiled. The blonde was a gorgeous sight, but she'd known Sabrina a few years. Never really spoken to her, though. Amortentia knew the girl was heterosexual, which was a shame, Amortentia had had a few fond thoughts of what she could get up to with a bisexual, or lesbian Sabrina. Amor knew she had to keep those thoughts from her mind to avoid disappointment. She knew that should she begin flirting she'd find herself shot down relatively quickly, and as depressing as that was it wasn't something Amortentia would allow herself to dwell on. Instead she simply welcomed the comfort, hoping that the pretty blonde would take the edge off her bordem.
"Amortentia." She replied, her voice thick with her French accent. What was the medication Sabrina was consuming? Amor had never seen the girl take such pills before. Maybe she was just a little under the weather, then again if that were the case she'd probably have been fixed up by the matron already.
"Eef you do not mind ze asking, vat iz zat medicine for?" She enquired curiously, hoping not to offend Sabrina as Celeste lept from the arm of the chair to meet her feline friend. Celeste was playful for a cat of her age.
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 0:08:14 GMT -5
she knew the girl with the red hair she could not place where, but Sabrina's mind drifted to Scorpius, she had crush on him for a while now, but he probably did not like her back. Sarafina came strolling out towards Sabrina "come here Serafina." she called the black cat over " nice to meet you" but when Amortentia inquired about her medication "umm..." she was too afraid to tell the truth "okay can you promise not to tell anyone?"she asked nervously, she betted that Amortentia would make fun of her because of her medical condition
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 0:20:32 GMT -5
Amortentia smirked in her mind, but she kept a friendly smile on her face. This was vulnerability. Potential blackmailing material. While she had no reason to blackmail Sabrina yet, but she couldn't be sure on what would arise, and so she knew she couldn't pass this up. It just wouldn't be Amortentia. "Vy vould I tell anyone your secret, Sabrina?" She said. It was a perfectly genuine question for the moment, but she wasn't sure, honestly, if it would stay that way. "Of course you can trust me." she said re-assuringly, allowing herself a chance to take in the beauty of the un-obtainable blonde girl, knowing she'd never do more then look. She hoped she wasn't being too conspicuous with her wandering eyes.
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 16:32:56 GMT -5
Sabrina heard her words "you know what I never trust anyone even my own brother and sister" was nervous about talking about her problem, her bikini was sticking to her body, she was planning on taking a morning swim. Serafina jumpedonto Sabrina's lap "hey Sera" she stoked her black cat's fur. She kept a poker face when talking to Amortentia. "that's between me and my family and the professors" she turned to the mean side of herself, it was activated when she was mad. Her eyes where bright blue and flames were flaring in them.
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 18:17:16 GMT -5
A frown broke out across the girl's lips. She was almost privvy to some potentially valuable information, and yet somehow she'd blown it. It didn't matter, Sabrina had never been a bother to her the previous five years, why would she do it now? Amortentia just brushed it off and smiled to her. Amortentia started to worry about the situation she'd managed to get herself inteo when she heard Sabrina state "That's between me and my family and the professors." It wasn't the words themselves, it was her expression. her tone of voice. The sudden hostility. What had Amortentia done that was so offencive?
Okay, okay, I am sorry. I not mean to offend you. I vill not preasure you to tell me!
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 18:46:31 GMT -5
Sabrina saw the lok into her eyes and she scoffed "like you would under stand" she said to Amortentia. Sabrina sighed "listen it's complicated" she was extremely scared that Amortentia would spread the truth, she knew Scorpius would never like her if he knew, she would be treated like an outsider because people would be afraid that they could catch itbut no Sabrina was born with it and it sucked.
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 18:52:18 GMT -5
Amortentia was trying her hardest to stay disconnected, to simply keep the other girl passive, but it was getting hard, whatever she'd stumbled on was incredibly distressing to the blonde. Believe me. I 'ave dealt with weeth my fair share of issues before. I could tell you secrets zat would get my father sent to preeson, or zat vould shame my family for life eef I vanted to. She was going to make it painfully clear that Sabrina wasn't the only person in the world with problems. She cast her mind back to last term, to seeing the girl watching Scorpius Malfoy inconspicously from across the common room. Eef zis is all because you are nervous zat I might tell Scorpius, do not worry. I see no reason to ruin your chances, I do not want zat boy.
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 19:25:15 GMT -5
she sighed "I have a serious medical condition" she was finally calm, cool and collective. She half-smiled "I have known him for a while, we went to the same primary school" she pulled out a photo of a young Sabrina and a young Scorpius, she handed it to Amortentia. "we then drifted apart as we got older" she felt a tear well up in her eyes but she wiped it away before it rolled down her cheek, her mind drifted off to him and his blond hair, his tattoo, his eyes, she was lost in her thoughts of him
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 19:38:52 GMT -5
I'd imagined zat, I was just curious to know vat it was, but eef you vill not tell me, I should respect your privacy. This was about the nicest Amortentia ever got with a person, life to her was about manipulation, and while she'd put on nicer faces this was the extent of her genuine kindness. She looked down at the moving picture and smiled a little, they were cute together when they were younger, what would she gain at this point by ruining something like that again?
Sabrina. I think you and 'im would be a very beautiful couple. I vould not ruin zat. She truthfully wouldn't. Yes she treated people like crap just to see how it would effect them, but she sort of liked Sabrina, she seemed a very nice girl for a Slytherin and had never given her any reason to want to cause her distress.
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 19:54:31 GMT -5
"well I guess it is time to come clean...I have Epilepsy,it's a seizure disorder" she now felt she could trust her. she smiled she only smiled like this when she saw her friends, it was most friendly smile she had, she thought Amortentia was a really nice girl and she truthfully felt like she made an actual friend who would see the real Sabrina, not the Sabrina she tried to be, one without a secret. "thanks I wish he would have remember me but like I said people change" she thought for a moment "I write songs do you want to hear one I wrote for scorpius" She pulled out her wand in case she said yes
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 20:14:41 GMT -5
Amortentia had a vague understanding of Epilepsy from what her sister had told her when she was working at a McDonalds and a co-worker suffered from the disorder. Amortentia shook her head. Zat is terrible... And zere's no magical cure? Amor enquired, usually magic had a way of fixing these things, but if there wasn't anything that could be done then that was the end of it, really. "
"I write songs do you want to hear one I wrote for scorpius?" the girl asked. Amortentia's smile grew, she'd love that, she was a major sucker for a musician and even if this girl was straight that wasn't going to stop Amortentia enjoying her music. The french girl nodded slowly, mentally calculating the time they'd spent here. There was plenty of time left before breakfast, one song certainly wouldn't hurt at all. With that in mind Amortentia answered I'd like zat very much, Sabrina.
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Post by sabrina on Jan 17, 2011 20:24:41 GMT -5
(the song belongs to Kate Winslet)
Sabrina heard her words "well I have had since the age of six, and no there isnt, I have no hope, if I was alone and I took a seizure i would probably dead by the time someone found me"a tear rolled down her eyes, she had to brighten up. "okay Accio Piano it's called what if" the piano floated in front of her, she started to play a soft melody
" Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart and and it will not go away, in my head I keep on looking back right back to the start wondering what it was that made you change. well I tried but I had to draw the line and still this question keeps spinning in my mind. What if I had never let you go would you be the man I used to know." her voice floated throughout the common room " if I stayed if you tried if we could only turn back time but I guess we'll never know" she played an instrumental break and started again "many roads to take some to joy some to heartache anyone one can lose their way and if I said that we could turn it back, would you take the chance and make the change. Do you think how it would have been sometimes,Do you pray that I'd never left your side"
she stopped and smiled "what did you think?" she asked
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Post by Amortentia Alyse Asher on Jan 17, 2011 20:37:32 GMT -5
Amortentia allowed the sound of the oh-so-beautiful song to fill her ears, to gently caress her mind and to float to her heart. The music, the lyrics and the voice of the singer threatened to capture her, to drag her in. Amortentia wasn't one to actually 'love' much, but Sabrina's voice was one of the few things that she truly did adore here. She'd never really heard her sing before, but she greatly regretted that now. It was the epitome of beauty to the girl's ears. She closed her eyes, breathing in the atmosphere of the Slytherin common room, not quite feeling herself. Normally this place as a dank pit of deceit, false smiles and mocking laughter, and as much as Amortentia felt at home in those situations, this was a brilliant change of pace. The soul, the emotion of the lyrics, it just went to show that Slytherins, while often cunning, manipulative people, weren't devoid of all human emotion that one couldn't attribute solely to evil.
Amortentia's mind wandered, although the lyrics referenced a male, they made her think of her Yvette. The girl she'd given up over a stupid “girlfriend versus family” issue. It made her feel like crying, but she couldn't she was tough, she was sorted into Slytherin because she was able to control the emotions of others, to manipulate them, but how could she do that if she couldn't keep her own emotions in tact? The girl refused to cry, she blinked back her tears and waited for the end of the song. As much as she wasn't crying she couldn't hide the fact that she was truly upset, and she hated that. She hated that feeling and she hated more that she knew it wouldn't go un-noticed. Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Magnifique.
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